I remember all the times that you stared at me
And you told me I was something to be proud of
Took a walk to the corner store in 85\'
And again in 86\'
In 87\' i got high for the first time
88\' it was my favorite pass time
89\' I was inches from the mainline
On divine I\'m doin\' fine

This beast doesn\'t let me go!
It\'s makin\' me!
(feel so strong)
I\'m trying to re-create insanity!
(feel so strong)

Put myself in a program of recovery
Saw another side of life that was beautiful
It allowed to incorporate a way of life
That was meaningful to you
But you can never let go of the past
Sometimes the winner is really dead last
I know I\'m clean
But my mind is so filthy, so filthy
So beautiful!

This beast doesn\'t let me go!
It\'s makin\' me!
(feel so strong)
I\'m trying to re-create insanity!
(feel so strong)

Don\'t rush me!
I\'m fragile!
I wont bark
But I\'ll bite back, and I\'ll attack!

Do you belong?

This beast doesn\'t let me go!
It\'s makin\' me!
(feel so strong)
I\'m trying to re-create insanity!
(feel so strong)

I\'ve been trying to get over
Being god but it\'s jus too much fun
To control